Kyungsoo stood up and threw a tantrum, “I don’t care. I want to go for a swim. And you’re coming with me. You’ve been neglecting me for a long time because of your training. You’re always listless when we meet up. Don’t you know how lonely I feel? Do you even care about me anymore? Do you even love me anymore?”
“Kyungsoo-ah, I’m sorry for neglecting you. But I’m really trying my best. I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t care or love you. And I don’t regret coming on this trip. We had an enjoyable time together.”
“But don’t you know time is precious? Once you debut as an artiste, you won’t have time for me. And I’m going off overseas to study cooking…I want to spend whatever time we have together.”
Description: Kim Jongin ran away. His parents couldn't except him, so he decided to run away with his boyfriend, Lee Taemin. He didn't think that Taemin would have moved on already, but he did. In his despair, Jongin continues his trip. He arrives in Seoul and decides to out drinking before he even knows where he will be sleeping. By some luck, he ends up in Heaven, a cafe/bar/club that also serves as a haven for gay men to relax in an environment without homophobic people around. The second floor is a shelter for gay teenage boys who have been turned away by their homophobic parents.
Personal Opinion: Read this! This fic is one of the most moving, most touching fics that I have ever read. If any fic could make me cry, its this one. If you are someone who likes to read angsty, tragic fics that send a very powerful message, then this is the fic for you. I'm serious. People die, there is a love triangle, stabbings, the "R" word (I don't even feel comfortable using this word) and so much more drama and sadness that rather than gently tugging on your heartstrings, it rips them from your chest and tells them to drop and do twenty push-ups (your heartstrings aren't strong enough to handle this). BUT!!! If there is one message you should get from this, it's that I am a person who absolutely cannot handle angst or tragedy, and yet this is probably my most favorite and highly recommended fics of all time. I highly suggest that you read it.